Monday, June 13, 2011

Survived one month

It's been one month since I was checked into the hospital.  Some days I look back and think it has gone rather quickly and other days not so much.  The doctor this morning said that I might be able to go home next Monday if my next 2 cervix checks are good.  Well today I was at 1.4-1.6 (was 1.6-2.1).  I guess I'll have to wait till the morning to see if he has changed his mind.  I was pretty hopeful this morning but I can't help to feel down now.  I know I can survive another month here but I'm dying to just go home, even if just for a day.  I'm doing my best to stay strong but could use a some good news right about now. 

3 comments:

  1. I'm sure that's really frustrating, I can't even imagine. But you're doing amazing and keeping those girls as safe as they can be. Maybe your next check will be better and they'll let you go home, even for a short while would be great, like you said. Still thinking about you all the time. Keep thinking positive and stay relaxed. God is doing amazing things inside you! Love you lots and praying for all of you everyday.

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  2. hospitals totally suck -even the best of them are depressing just to be in, so I can't imagine how you've spent a month of all day and night there without more complaining or getting down! Feel free to complain anytime you need to, it has to be frustrating!! Plus i'm a total blog stalker, and I not only like having something to read, but I like to hear about the effects of the things docs do to patients... i think it's important to know! So thanks for sharing the good and bad parts!! Anyhow, sending lots of thoughts and prayers your way!

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  3. Andrea- The doctors have been really good. It's nice to see them every morning and make sure I'm doing ok. I wish they would be a little more hands on meaning actually do an exam now and then. Maybe it's not normal, dunno. Thanks for the prayers.
    Shannon-Thanks for the encouragement!

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